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I'm falling forever..... [05 Sep 2003|10:22pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Going under - Evanesence (Music Video on tv) ] Fourth day of school!! Tiringbut worth everything! I had so much un! More Details tomorrow! I'm too tired rite now! I'm a gunna head out! Well So long! lmao! post comment

One thing, I dont know how.. It doesnt even matter when you look at it now... [01 Sep 2003|05:26pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | In the End (Remix) - Linkin Park ] Sorry I havent updated in awhile guys! I just came back from the park. I was there for 3 days. It sound wierd but Sara knows what I am talking about. Well it feels good to finally get back onto a computer.. It kinda feels wierd to type, lol. I cant live without a computer, and these last 3 days have been really tough for me without my comp.. LMAO! So talking to my friends on msn again.. They are all asking me why I havent been on for 3 days.. its not like me. LoL! Oh well.... Once I got home we had to leave again because I had a apointment to get my hair done at 3. I got 4 inches chopped off and also got it layered. I think that its WAAAAAYYY too short, but I wanted to get it cut before school anyways! It is alot lighter than it used to be, so thats a good thing. And I can still put it back in a pony, so that is good 2. SPEAKING OF SCHOOL!!! Tooooommmmoooooorrrrrooooooooooowwww!!!!!! I cant wait to see everyone again! I'm glad that I'm on the same bus as my friend Lydia, or I would be all alone! LoL! There are so many people that I want to have classes with, I hope that I get the same classes as some of my friends. There are some hot guys in (goin) in(to) the highschool! Even some of my brother's friends are really hot! Lmao! You know what else is cool? Tomorrow is also my Dad's birfday! So that's his present! All of us kids goin back to school! LoL! Oh yeah, HAPPY LABOUR DAY EVERYONE! Lmao.. You know what I just realised? There are going to be fireworks tonight (in Bancroft) and I cant go ='( ! Oh well.. Theres always next year, LoL! Ooooohk well im tired of typing plus my stupid sister wants the comp! Talk to you all later, Chow. To be continued.... post comment

I need a little room to breathe...... [28 Aug 2003|07:05pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | One step closer - Linkin Park ] Nothing to do around here. Its completely useless trying to talk to my dad about anything, he doesnt have the time to listen to me. I dont want to talk to my little sister, she doesnt understand. Neither does my brother. And I'm definatly NOT going to talk to my mom. I cant wait for school. I need to get away from here. I need to be around other people. I cant stand living here any longer. I dont know what I'm going to do now that Amanda has moved back to Niagara Falls. I dont feel like doing anything, yet I know that I need to before I go crazy or have a stroke. I shouldnt have left St.Catharines. It is the best there. It is all that I have ever wanted. Great friends, the city, etc. Plus thats where James is. I cant stand not being with him, not to mention Sara, Calina, and everybody else. I miss them terribly and the first chance I get to go down there again I'm taking it. I shoudnt have left. I just know it. Everything would be better if I could be there right now, with not a worry in the world. But that just all seems impossible to me at the moment... Its not fair! To be continued..... post comment

Wake me up inside.... [27 Aug 2003|11:03pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Bring Me To Life - Evanesence ] Just came back from watching Daredevil with my bro and sis. Its a pretty good movie. It kinda reminded me of Spiderman when I was watching it though. Oh well... I thought that it was still good. Ben Affleck is pretty hot in the movie... Lmao! Also saw National Security today. Funny movie. Good actor(Martin Lawrence).. But not for kids!!! So getting bored yet? I have a site that you can go and check out! Its a kick-ass site! My bestest friend Sara runs it, so naturally it would have to be good. LoL! Its called Glitter-Gloss.Net</font> .. you should definatly check it out. Sara's journal on caleida: Intoxica</font> Talking to my friends on msn is quite boring. LoL, no offence guys. Lmao. *winks* I just waiting for someone that I havent talked to in awhile to come online. Like Randy for instance. Gotta love that kid I swear to God. Well actually no I shoudlnt because I dont really believe in him. Oh well.... Saw some pretty interesting sites today. I was looking around the net for layouts. I got me into some pretty good sites, and other not so good. LoL! I still havent found a good layout though. And I dont really have much experiance making one so.. I love the layouts that Sara has on her page. I mean how do you make them look so good Sara? Like that Irresistable layout was really really nice, but how in the hell did you ever make the Eminem one? Like if you think that Eminem and the colour pink dont go together.. Check out Sara's site. She makes the 2 look awesome together. Good job hun! So Ima gunna go surf around for sum more layouts. I'm thinking of making my own.. But we'll see what I find(if I find anything), lol. Well, Talk to you later HOMIES To be continued..... post comment

Sad, but Happy. Excited, but Depressed. INDESCRIBABLE [27 Aug 2003|03:43pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | None =( ] Sad days. Today and yesterday. Came back and immediantly found out that my sister Amanda has moved back to Niagara Falls. She has wanted to for quite sometime. My mom hates me now, she says that she can see Amanda in me, becuz I was one of her bestfriends and we were always together. She threw a glass at me and missed me head by 2 inches. She was really pissed off. I'm not allowed to go anywhere now. I'm not even allowed to use the phone. =( It will be over soon tho. Anywho... Right now I'm on my gurl Sara's site! http://glitter-gloss.net It an awesome site. The best I've seen at least. I love it. I go on it everyday. Lmao! Plus the person that keeps the site is my bestest friend Sara! I miss her so much! I left from there on Monday and got home last night at around 8 or something like that. I plan on going back o her house on Christmas break. My relatives are coming up on Christmas break so mabe I can get a ride back down there. I'll get my brother or my mom to pick me up. I will only be able to stay for a few days but at least I will get to see everyone again(Sara, Calina, James, etc.)!!!! Last night when we got here, I watched Jackass with Jeremy, and his brothers and also his friend. Savannah and Joson were there =(. LoL. So I didnt laugh as much as they did becuz ive seen the movie so many times. Next time I'm in town I will be definatly buying The Nightmare Before Christmas. Well, my friends on msn wont stop talking to me so I gotta go and talk to them now, Talk toy ou Later, aligator!!! To be continued..... 1 comment|post comment

SAAAAAWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTT!!! [24 Aug 2003|05:43pm] [ mood | but sad at the same time ] [ music | None...Sawa is sleeping = ) ZzZzZz...... ] Omg! I'm like so hyper now. Ok, that sounded a bit gay. No, I'm just really happy becuz i was just with James. I was sad that we didnt get to get photos.. from the photo booth.. It completely slipped my mind. =( I guess it ok tho.. I'll get to see him on Christmas break!!! Thats too far away! I miss him already!! lmao.. No seriously I like him alot.. It sucks so much that I have to go tomorrow.. I dont think I will be seeing him again before i go becuz my dad is picking me up at around 12 or something. I already cant wait until Christamd break. It sucks living so far from Sara, Calina, James, and everybody else. =( I was sad/mad when they(Jason and James) had to go, but i was happy becuz I got to hug James. Lol.. I got to hug Jason too.. but i didnt hug him for as long. Plus he didnt have his hands on my ass. =P LMAO! I'll be happy to get back to everything at home.. except my mom i guess. I dont like the thought of leaving here. I kno that I'm going to annoy my friends to the max when I get back. Telling them about my little adventures. lol. And I can already see myself never stop talking about James. Oh well, they are going to have to put up with it. I also know that my mom is going to try and get on my good side yet again. But this time I'm not going to fall for her shit. She has been massively pissing me off lately and I was so happy to get away. I cant wait to get back to see Amanda, Sadelle, Savannah and not to mention all of my friends. Blah Blah Blah you guys already know all of this shit. lol. I bought 2 new shirts today.. from Stitches. That is such an awesome store. Almst all of the shirts in there are beyond amazing. Some of there pants are good too, but I guess thast I didnt like them that much, or I wouldve bought them. LoL! Whoa, Sara just made a wierd sound!! =S Oh well.. lol. I could tell that she was like really pissed off today when she called Richard and he told her that he couldnt come to the pen with us. Even though he didnt go, I think she had fun. She was laughing alot.. like usual. We also got pictures of her, Jason, and I in the photo booth. I like like an idiot in all of them. Oh well.. lol. When I think about it I dont want to go back. I love it here. My friends here are amazing. Especially Sara. We have been bestfriends ever since like we were 7 or something. LoL Sara, "Wanna come and see my room?". Thats how it all started. Lmao. I magine if we had of never even met. Whoa, I dont want to think about that. I mean if I wouldnt have met you, I wouldnt know Calina, or James.. Whoa.. that would suck. LoL! So anywho I'm babbling on.. im getting kinda tired but I dont want to sleep. I want to go and see James again. Lmao. Well, I'm gunna just go and do nothing. Sara is sleeping so I mgiht go and get myself some food or something. Whatever. You know, that old chestnut. Lmao! To be continued.... post comment

We want fun and We wanna get wasted!... [23 Aug 2003|06:38pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | We want fun // Andrew W.K ] We were supposed to go to the pen today.. But it closed at 5:30 and we were both asleep. We are supposed to go tomorrow too.. but to hang out with people. I dont know if I'm even going to get to do anymore shopping. I'll just try to get my Dad to take me. He is coming down on Monday(25th) and I can but cant wait.. Know what I mean? I hagvent seen him for like 2 weeks and I miss him already. My little sister Savannah is coming with hi too.. I guess thats ok. LoL! No, I havent seen her in awhile either.. I think I miss her.. Whoa lets not get carried away here. lol. I was told that Amanda was back in Bancroft. And that she brought Sean with her. I mean its ok by me.. but they dont have a car.. And they have no way of getting to twon unless my Dad, Mom or brother drives them and I doubt that my mom would let my dad or brother and I definatly know that she wouldnt do it herself. I cant wait to see Amanda again. Not to mention Sadelle. I cant remeber the last time I saw them or even talked to them. Amanda went back to Niagara Falls even before I came to St.Catharines with Sara. Amanda was thinking about moving back to Niagara Falls.. Sean told me that he was trying to convince her not to, and to stay up in Bancroft. I dont know what I would do if she ever moved back to N/f becuz we have become really close lately.. And it would be like losing one of my best friends. I've been having alot of fun here, but I think that I cant wait to get back home. I wanna see every one again. Except my mom.. You know what I mean Sara! I think my mom has to b one of the biggest idiots in the world... Oh well it was her choices that got her that way.. My Dad even hates her! Lmao! Today we were supposed to hang out with James and Sara's boyfriend Richard. As you all know I like James.. I didnt know what was going to happen today.. But I was kinda hoping that something would. But its not going to now I think.. since the pen is closed and everything. Sara is sleeping downstairs on the couch so I came up here. She might even sleep all night! *shakes head* Lmao. I am tired right now but if Sara sleeps all night then I'm going to go to bed at around 11 so I can try to get my sleeping schedule back on track. Maybe going to my Dad's friends hosue will help that out as well. So I've got this song on repeat for some reason.. The volume is kind of low aswell. Oh well I'm to lazy to turn it up. I dont know why but I like this song alot. Maybe its becuz it reminds me off the hotties off of Jackass. Johnny, Bam, Chris, and Ryan. Lmao. My favourite skit is definatly Aligator Tightrope.. Not because of Steve-O.. But because of Johnny, or should I say "Phillip John Clapp". Lmao! He is really hot! lol.. Its too bad that he has a wife and a daughter.. Lmao! Well enough of my babbling .. I think that this entry is long enough! Dont you think? lol. Talk to you all later.. To be continued..... post comment

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